Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify as a berdache/third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
Psychologically I have a Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
I started getting penetrated anally at age 8
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1975
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
"In 2000 I started serving only human males sexual"
("I only model wearing a cage")
This is a Web Journal
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Many questions
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs an other more then the Exhibitionist"
(a life as a femboy)
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
NSFW
contains nudity and sexual content
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A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
Contact at;
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
Forever editing the site
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify as a berdache/third-gender type
collared/caged 100% female-roled receptive male
I'm a collared/caged sissy
This is a Web Journal
to assist in composing a fiction writing I call;
"Jensen group"
which explores the subjects of;
# gender-identity disorder
# exhibitionism
#early childhood sexual initiation
and other experiences
I began modeling nude for artists in 1997
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned-out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing, I'm just a character in the stories"
A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs an other more then the Exhibitionist"
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
Intro Page
I wear a collar and cock cage for Identity reasons, due to the fact that I am 100% psychologically emasculated/feminized,
I am submissive, passive and only female-roled receptive sexually.
"My life's passion has always been to serve and please my male lovers sexually"
I've only modeled caged and collared since 2000 to emphasize that I am 100% psychologically emasculated and 100% female-roled receptive.
I have always felt I should be female, I've always wanted to be treated like a female sexually by males since age 7, though I never had the sex change surgery I have always very much wanted breasts and vagina/pussy to help me feel more female like.
Psychologically I feel completely emasculated and feminized.
The "Genitally Avoidant" element has always been part of my psychic, one reason
I need to wear a cock cage when sexually involved with men, it symbolizes that I am
100% female-roled so I don't want my penis even seen, let alone touched by others.
Site Page
Due to early childhood homosexual initiation as a passive receptive sex partner for older males or as a Catamite (In its modern usage, the term Catamite refers to a boy as the passive or receiving partner in anal intercourse with a man).
By 8 years of age, I was routinely performing fellatio on and being penetrated anally by older post-puberty age males (I was intaking semen orally and anally) .
I was soon deeply feminized and emasculated psychologically, thus I only desire to be treated like a female by males sexually or my identity is:
"100% female-roled receptive submissive male sex surrogate for males"
My only desire;
"To be treated sexually like I am a female"
" I crave sexually attention from males"
(I've always had a intense insatible desire to perform fellatio and to be penetrated anally)
Just Me Posing-1 page
